A popular song on Christian radio, "Honest" by Leanna Crawford, asks the question: "Can I be honest?" The lyrics reflect on faith and trust in God, with questions like "Did I lose my faith? God, do I still trust you?" and "Is it the heavy of the world, or is it just me?"
God would rather have the real, honest, messy, broken hearted you than a fake smile, hurt on the inside but pretend to have it altogether you. It’s OK to be honest with Him.
These questions resonate with those who have deconstructed and left conservative white evangelicalism. The song's message of embracing honesty with God is encouraging, but also sparks inner conflict.
The author reflects on the song, appreciating its beauty and sentiment, while also acknowledging the complexity of expressing honest struggles openly.
Author's summary: Embracing honesty in white evangelicalism sparks inner conflict and complexity.